The quest of achievement

…that which is born of confusion

Surely the end of all psychological authorities, no matter if religious ones, values, “spiritual paths” whatsoever, ideals of all kind (all of them not just few), represents the end of fear… therefore the beginning of that self knowledge, self-observation and self-orientation we never had.. as like man, historically, never had.

But that’s not easy: you cannot sit and meditate waiting or hoping self-knowledge to come in form of nirvana.

Forget the analysis of previous lives, the search for the higher self whatsoever or the second coming to come: self-knowledge comes at the end of all conditioning’s.. which is the end of psycho-authorities… the end of mind control…

Please realize that authorities are not to be found just where there is the smell of oppression… where there is the image of manipulation… where there is the condition of suppression… authorities are not just there: that’s merely the visible side of them…

Let’s talk about all of our conditioned needs to nourish gratitude, compassion, gentleness, okayness, oneness, love and so on..

have you, me, us, we …ever been psychologically alone with these psycho-social attitudes of the mind ?

If we are confused… frightened sometimes… how can we be so sure that all of these things as gratitude, compassion, gentleness, okayness, oneness, love and so on are not contaminated by the very root of our confusion which is the to be found in manipulation done, daily, by our conditioning’s ?

Indeed all of these psychological attitudes are conditioned as well: in love, in compassion, in gratitude, in okayness.. in all of these things there is a certain amount of authority.. and as I said before : wherever there is authority, no matter how much, there cannot be self-knowledge…

So why it’s so hard to go there? Why if we even try we feel such a dramatic sense of alienation, loneliness… even despair sometimes? To see how our mind and all other minds proceed … to find out for ourselves : gives us heaviness… that’s actuality …

This happens because our whole psyche is frightened to dissolve all authority … it is dramatically afraid to inquire freely… because it is afraid of not arriving at a particular result, goal, achievement of some kind.

So the illusion of the enlightenment, for example, becomes important, or the church, or the spiritual belonging of some kind,
or the think positively, the ascension, the karma’s correction and other stupidities …

So the mind is concerned in achieving a result, because it has been programmed in that way… but in this way, because of its preoccupation, the mind distracts itself from the possibility to fully understand how the mind itself can proceed without conditioning’s at all: the quest of achievement is indeed merely another conditioning..

That is the syncopated reality: that’s why we cling to authority -religious, psychological, spiritually or philosophical.

We are afraid to find out for ourselves and then we demand guidance, authorities, sacred scriptures, saviors, secrets, the divine and so on… but in this way we prevent the possibility for the mind to think through its absolutely private alienation.. so to find out for itself: psychological alienation is not detachment (which is merely another blah blah blah modern new age confabulation of nothingness like “letting go” and other silly spiritual absurdities): rather it is absolute attentiveness therefore total comprehension of the whole dynamic of the psyche: the mind becomes a 360 degrees telescope…

If we are willing to cross the slimy, petty, insidious and sticky ocean of mental authority and conditioning’s… then the “psychological ship”, driven by the radical thinker (as the captain), must be alienated… observation is the tailwind, no matter the magnitude of the storm.. as well it’s the compass of self orientation… and no matter how much hard it is: we can clearly smell, after a while, some scent of psychological freedom in the air…

Inquire within this things