You said you felt like you weren't alive

You said something about feeling like you’re not here, not alive…? When you said it I knew I’d felt something similar but couldn’t quite remember it…

Just now I was watching a show where people were in a siege on old Paris and I was thinking how strange, unreal, it was, that people had been doing this throughout history… how it was completely foreign to me (conquest, gods, religions, emperors and so on…) then I stood up and felt like I really wasn’t a part of anything here…

Like I woke from a strange dream to find I was still in the dream